finally...it all comes to an end. The times when laughter was all about, the times when tears were dropped, the times when the feeling of hopelessness took control, the times when i was scolded for not practising, the times when i was pleased with what i played...is like ..[[g.o.n.e.]]My piano journey is finished. I don't really know what else to say coz Yesh had already said everything I'm feeling in her blog. haha. =p ~~GO SEE!~~
Wau.. grade 8 finished..it seemed like a long long time ago when i first started learning the piano... and now, it comes to an end..
FEELINGS?
well, I'll give you the word equation.
[happy+proud+relieved+sad+disappointed+worried+anxious?]
Well, I'm happy coz i finished it, and i really did my best in the last month to improve everything. I tried everything i could and now everything is in Your hands.. xDD I'm a tiny bit unsatisfied.. coz i feel i could always do better if i practiced hard before this. Well, what can i do? everything has happen and is going to be like that forever.
whether another chapter is going to be continued in this journey, i really don't know.
but all i want to do is be happy about what I've done and achieved so far and also, enjoy life without the piano.
I'm going to miss it.piano exams.piano lesson.piano teacher.
yeah, as Yesh puts it, piano lessons don't just teach someone the notes. Through this journey i learned lots like to trust God when we are in trouble. And never give up. yeah.
Well, i might be going on to erm..Diploma? maybe I'll go for a PC la.
PC? its Performance Certificate.( i think )
considering i still have 2 years before i finish form 5, i think there will be a big chance I'm going to continue. well, i have to ask God about it la. And if i do continue, I'm going to be the best student. I'm not going to not practise anymore. I will use my talents to the fullest.. :]
about the exam, all i can say is it was not good, but i was not bad either, sort of a middle thing. I tried, and everything i can do is, yeah, pray.
after the exam, i considered what i should do. I WAS SOOOO CLOSE to going shopping. But i decided on something more, ahem, appropriate.
which is, finishing my homework. I haven touched it since 2 weeks ago. I'm lagging in maths 5 chapters of homework. Garrr.
I'll like to thank everyone who gave me the encouragements in that time i really wanted to quit piano, which is like, 2 weeks before the exam. And also, for the encouragements you guys gave for me to be strong in the exam. You guys are GREAT!!
God Bless!!
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