
this pianist just looks so [[me]]
"Its not whether u can get a merit or not. Now, its whether you can pass or not."
GARR....
that was what teacher told me.
yes, its the truth.
but the truth always isn't nice to hear.
*sighsss*
why did i start playing piano at the first place?
its so stupid.
compared to the other student, i really s.u.c.k.
she ( okay girls, be proud. its a girl!!) is so good until teacher has to ask her to slow down for her scales.
"hey! you are sitting for grade 8, not for diploma "
yup, thats how good she is. Even teacher has to ask her to SLOW DOWN.
and having classes with her is making things worse.
just now, teacher gave lots of comments on how to improve her peices.
me?
naah..
she rather keep her mouth shut. Don't waste saliva on me. No way.
coz i'm hopeless ain't i?
what for asking me to change?
rite after teacher said that i will fail, my mood changed the whole day.
i almost cried in the car...
after i played, teacher just said nothing, as if she just listened to rubbish.
i feel like swearing.
pfft.
i wish i could just hide under a rock, and disappear till the exam is over.
=(
I'm not even GOOD enough to fail
Labels: feelings, piano exams